[ Ah... they haven't talked about Sasaki since that day in the cafe over a month ago. Honestly, it's still weird for Mutsuki to talk about Sasaki while talking to him or rather... the person he was. The person he should have continued to be. ]
I'm not exactly sure just when Sasaki entered the CCG as a Rank 3 but it wasn't long after Mado-san became a Rank 1. So not more than six months, probably.
Not really. We all heard the rumors that there was something different about him, something that made him an oddity but we didn't know anything until he saved us from Serpent.
We were told afterwards that there are several rules regarding his treatment within the CCG. One of them is that he is to be treated as human.
And yes, I was scared but not because of the fact he was ghoul. It was the way he fought Serpent that scared me. Do you remember when I said before that sometimes I'm scared I might lose control? That's what I saw when I saw Sasaki fight that night. It was like something snapped and a floodgate opened, bringing out all these emotions I had never seen on his face before.
it's like Josuke said, he can be turned into Haise and forget everything but deep down, the cells remember. Kaneki does not stand anyone touching the people he loves.
He doesn't want to say he is similar to Sasaki in that way ]
I suppose so. I can't say I really understand how all of this will work but do you really think the part of you that lived as Sasaki will truly vanish completely?
He really takes his role as mentor to us seriously but like I said he can sometimes be a mother hen. He cooks for us a lot since he always wants to make sure we're eating right and getting what we need. He trains with Urie, helps Shirazu to be a better squad leader, plays with Saiko and we talk about books a lot.
But that doesn't mean he goes easy on us. Sasaki is really strict when it comes to training and I'm already hurting thinking about how easily he can throw me around.
I suppose he wants to make sure we face everything at our best and don't belittle ourselves or our achievements just because others might think negatively of us for being Quinx.
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When did Sasaki came to be? There is a three year discrepancy between the Anteiku raid where I will be captured, and your present.
How long did it take for them to erase my memories of "Kaneki Ken".
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I'm not exactly sure just when Sasaki entered the CCG as a Rank 3 but it wasn't long after Mado-san became a Rank 1. So not more than six months, probably.
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How did it feel when you found out? Were you scared?
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And yes, I was scared but not because of the fact he was ghoul. It was the way he fought Serpent that scared me. Do you remember when I said before that sometimes I'm scared I might lose control? That's what I saw when I saw Sasaki fight that night. It was like something snapped and a floodgate opened, bringing out all these emotions I had never seen on his face before.
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Did the Serpent attack any of you?
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He was trying to attack us again when Sasaki showed up and defended us.
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it's like Josuke said, he can be turned into Haise and forget everything but deep down, the cells remember. Kaneki does not stand anyone touching the people he loves.
He doesn't want to say he is similar to Sasaki in that way ]
Do you think he remembers me?
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He's still the same but he always seems so far away too and has this thoughtful look on his face sometimes.
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Will the CCG kill him? or brainwash him again?
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I suppose that all depends on what Sasaki decides to do.
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No. You are there, after all.
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What do you think might happen once you remember everything, Kaneki-san?
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But I know myself, in a way. I wouldn't hurt you.
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Because in the end, I truly do want what is best for Sasaki even if that means I might ultimately never see him again.
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We are meant to be enemies, after all.
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We are but I don't think I could ever stomach being seen as your enemy.
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But that doesn't mean he goes easy on us. Sasaki is really strict when it comes to training and I'm already hurting thinking about how easily he can throw me around.
I suppose he wants to make sure we face everything at our best and don't belittle ourselves or our achievements just because others might think negatively of us for being Quinx.
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What sort of books does he like?
And how are the other Quinx like?
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